Im sorry. Again.

I miss you. Well, i guess your prepaid is low but I can't do anything though :/ I hope your doing fine these few days. Please text me as soon as possible. Sorry for whatever that had happened last Saturday. Not a good day to start with. We wasted a day and too bad we gotta wait another week to meet each other. Our plan didn't turned out great but it's okay.

Have you ever feel the way that I feel now? Your in a relationship for a guy for so long but we didn't get to meet that often. I guess once per 2 weeks? This feeling.. That you guys aren't going anywhere in this relationship? Well, yeaap. That's how i feel. Like our love is fading away. I've tried to make our relationship as fun as it could possibly be but sometimes, i don't know why it didn't turned out great. I didn't know why we didn't even talk and tease each other like we used too. I miss hugging you. I miss kissing you. Where's the love? When we meet, he hardly kiss or hug. Your hugs used to be one of the greatest pleasure I had but your not giving it to me anymore. Your kisses used to be so real to me. What's happening to us?

I'm saying this because i still love you and obviously, i don't want to leave you. I have this feeling again and again that you have lost interest in me. I wish you could at least make extra effort to contact me. Takpe kalau takbleh text, through facebook pun bleh. But no :( Now i feel so sunyi dan sepi and i don't know who to turn to. I don't want to turn to my friends as i want to solve this alone. I want you to be with me now. I want to settle everything with you. But i can't seem to find the right words to speak to you about this. I tend to be so speechless when i see your face. Ya allah, please gve me strength. Because of this, i don't want my life to be drained away. I have other things to do. And my relationship is so suckish right now and i want everything to change. Please.
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