Ainn Lewinsky

2011-06-26T18:07:00.001+08:00

On Friday night, slack with my lovely cousin, Shasha Bebe'ck at Tampines One. We ate Frolicks and then slack and shared stories at Tampines One rooftop. Having someone to share your deepest secrets with is calming. I felt relieved after pouring everything out. I hope i get to meet my cousin soon. I miss her already :(

Tomorrow is the start of school after 1 month of June holidays. I am so not ready for school but i got no other choice. Prelims in a few weeks' time and I must buck up. I need to make my family proud and i need to make myself happy for it. I CAN DO IT! (-:

soothing day at the beach

2011-06-23T02:49:00.001+08:00

A walk to the beach.. just you and me. We could spend our time together, eating junk foods and playing some mini games. Talk endlessly towards each other. Me laying against ur shoulder and you, laying against my head. We could laugh as loud as we want as there is only us at the beach. Ignore what people say, Ignore what the people see. All i know is, i'm gonna hold you down just like a soldier. We're gonna watch as the sun slowly sets and fade away. We could count the stars in the sky, just the two of us.

we, the step angmohs

2011-06-22T03:02:00.001+08:00

It's 7 minutes to 3 o'clock now. My forehead's in pain because i dropped my iphone and it hit my forehead. Worst still, it hits my pimple at my freaking forehead. Yeap, i'm a douchebag -.- Tomorrow, my pimple will be as diagusting as a whore.

Thinking about you

2011-06-22T00:47:00.001+08:00

Yeap, I was bored. So, i editted my eyes from black to greyish. All thanks to eye colourizer iphone app. My life, so far so good. I enjoyed my holidays because i get to hang out with my primary school friends. I went for my class bbq yesterday and it was an average tho. Not too sexciting, not too boring. But i enjoyed myself (:

Me and boyfriend are going on smoothly, alhamdulillah. We did nt talk tht often but it's okay. He got himself an understanding girlfriend. Hee.. I just hope i get to meet him this Saturday. I feel like going to marina barrage, sengkang park or something. I just don't wanna hang ard at tampines. I want to do something fun w you. I hope what i'm planning will come true.

It's so good having an iphone. I'm blogging while i'm laying on my california king bed now. You don't have to put ur ass on that chair just to blog and such. Iphone, i lurveee you.

BUT IM IN NEED OF IPHONE 4 WHITE. KBAI!

Like a happy ending

2011-06-17T11:40:00.001+08:00

Me and baby are okay now. Just a lil fight i guess but everything's alright now. Imma happy girl now ^^ Got my friends and family by my side. And even him. I just have to change abit for him. Showing my love towards him. Yeaaap thats right.

Save me

2011-06-02T20:11:00.001+08:00

Just when I felt like giving up on us, You turned around and gave me one last touch. That made everything feel better. And even then my eyes got wetter. So confused wanna ask you if you love me. But I don't wanna seem so weak. ♥

Im sorry. Again.

2011-05-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

I miss you. Well, i guess your prepaid is low but I can't do anything though :/ I hope your doing fine these few days. Please text me as soon as possible. Sorry for whatever that had happened last Saturday. Not a good day to start with. We wasted a day and too bad we gotta wait another week to meet each other. Our plan didn't turned out great but it's okay.

Have you ever feel the way that I feel now? Your in a relationship for a guy for so long but we didn't get to meet that often. I guess once per 2 weeks? This feeling.. That you guys aren't going anywhere in this relationship? Well, yeaap. That's how i feel. Like our love is fading away. I've tried to make our relationship as fun as it could possibly be but sometimes, i don't know why it didn't turned out great. I didn't know why we didn't even talk and tease each other like we used too. I miss hugging you. I miss kissing you. Where's the love? When we meet, he hardly kiss or hug. Your hugs used to be one of the greatest pleasure I had but your not giving it to me anymore. Your kisses used to be so real to me. What's happening to us?

I'm saying this because i still love you and obviously, i don't want to leave you. I have this feeling again and again that you have lost interest in me. I wish you could at least make extra effort to contact me. Takpe kalau takbleh text, through facebook pun bleh. But no :( Now i feel so sunyi dan sepi and i don't know who to turn to. I don't want to turn to my friends as i want to solve this alone. I want you to be with me now. I want to settle everything with you. But i can't seem to find the right words to speak to you about this. I tend to be so speechless when i see your face. Ya allah, please gve me strength. Because of this, i don't want my life to be drained away. I have other things to do. And my relationship is so suckish right now and i want everything to change. Please.

California king bed

2011-05-21T16:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was our day, our 31st months anniversary. We were supposed to catch a movie today but our plan was cancelled. I should not put my hopes too high in meeting you. Now, i gotta wait for the next week to go out w you. It's been a long time, Izat. We should like atleast meet today but you didn't reply my text. So yeppp, i understand. Forgiven :/

Just wanna say, Happy 31st month anniversary to us. I hope that our love will be as strong as before. No more mundane texts, no more short replies. Gonna make the best out of this relationship. I don't want to leave you and this relationship behind. I'm gonna make effort, so that we will forever love each other. I hope the feeling of you that wanted to get rid of me is gone. I don't want history to happen again, sayang. Both of us gonna change to make this love happens. I will always love you, baby. No more fights & heartbreaks? :/ I lurveee you rohaizat!

scorching hot at the beach

2011-05-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

Last Monday, i went to changi beach with the usuals to celebrate aprilmay babies, including me! Had alot of fun with them. For the first time ever, i played rugby and it's so fugging fun, i tell ya! Syahirah & Fatima decorated a cake for the AprilMay babies. The cake tasted delicious, i like! Okay i got nothing more to say. Let's just say, the pictures will do the talking ^^
More pictures at Facebook.

selamat pengantin baru.

2011-05-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

This was during the wedding of Baby's friend, Hadi and Nettera :D
Congrats to both of them. More pictures in Facebook, okay?

freedom at last.

2011-05-14T01:18:00.003+08:00

Hai guys! I'm baaaaack! Sorry for the late updates. Since mye's over, i decided to reactivate ma blog. N levels is near, like 4 more months away? But i'm quite happy with myself. I'm happy that i have the discipline to educate myself. No tuitions, just teachers and their explanations. I want to get promoted to secondary 5 but i have some doubts. Well....

It was only mye and i'm already so stressed out :-/
I can feel the pressure of my major exams like in a few more months?! -.-
I have no confidence in coping my studies in secondary 5.
I'm stuck, i want to go shortcut(ITE)

So yaaa. Life's unfair. Later, going to baby's friend wedding at chai chee. Gotta get back to sleep. Will post the wedding pictures if any of them took the pictures. heheheh. Goodnight bloggers ^^

testing zzzz..

2011-05-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Okey i am testing this iphone app that im using to blog here. Its quite interesting. Hahahah. OMG it's 11pm already and I should be sleeping as tomotrow is my POA paper.

Fug. Goodnight everyone.

Here's the shit.

2011-05-11T22:53:00.001+08:00

I'll start blogging back when my exams end this friday. I'm sexcited to reactivate ma blog. I miss you blog. I miss decorating you like every week. I miss posting picturres here. Just wait for me.Till here,Lewinsky

Yesterday was history

2011-05-09T13:40:00.001+08:00

Like the title said, yesterday was history. Can't believe what i have been thinking about you all this while is true. Yes, you made me hurt when you told me that but both of us are in the wrong. We were supposed to entertain each other like before. I felt that because of this, our love's fading away.A lot of questions i would like to ask you but i can't seem to find the rights words to say. I was speechless, tears flowing down my cheeks. My instincts were right. You wanted to get rid of me. And that's why all this happen. I was there, trying to stay strong. You said that this was all in the past. Now, you don't want to leave me. You don't want to get rid of me. It was my fault too. For not treating you like how you wanted it to be. I know im not a good girlfriend for you. I knew it. I'll try ma best to really change my attitude. To love you more, care for you more. I hope u gonna change urself too, like what you said.I don't want to cry infront of you anymore. I feel like a fug moron for crying a river -.- But i'm glad you comfort me by wiping my tears, hugging me from the back. I really appreciate those lil things you do. I'm sorry for whatever i've done. Let's move ahead, forget about it. We're gonna be happy always w each other. Imma not gonna waste my energy crying. We're nt gonna waste our nearly 3 years anniversary just like that, right? :')I love you Rohaizat <3

2011-02-19T08:29:00.001+08:00

Next week, baby!!!

Anybody care to buy for my Ed Hardy casing ?^^

Baby misses it's blanket

2011-01-29T20:07:00.002+08:00

That guy right there ^^
I really miss him alot. Let me count... About 2 weeks I didn't get to see his irritating face. His been busy working and as for me, I've been busy with school. Left another week, and then I'll get to meet you again. It's hard for us to meet nowadays but we're going to make it through. We're going to stay strong like we always do. 27 months and still COUNTING (Y)

I still remember the first time I met you. Dua2 malu-malu kuching. Ain diri belakang tembok, see how shy I am? LOL. Then you walked towards me. I tengok muke you, dalam hati cakap "cute jugak ni lelaki." hahahaha ~ Tak sangka kite masih bersama eh?

Kenapa ain post pasal mataer ain, pasal ain tengah rindukan dhie ni sekarang :'( Nak jumpe dhie then peluk dhie samapai dhie takbley breathe.. Hehehe. Okay, baby.

I MISS YOU. (Y)

Sorry for being MIA

2011-01-28T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hi guys. I'm sorry for my absence in cyberworld. Currently, I'm pretty tight with my schedule. I've started my cca, which is Indian Dance. Yeah, I know what you guys will be thinking. But hey! Indian dance really is fun and the dance moves are very challenging. Me and the rest of my dance members are working very hard to achieve a Gold medal for Dunman. Hope it will happen ^^

This year is my crucial year. It's my N level. I will want to get 10 points and below. So, i have to study hard this year. I've already started studying since the start of school. I hope every little info i knew I will keep it in my head and will not let it escape from ly tiny winy brain. HAHA!

I'm like so tired this few days. And my tummy is in pain. 0.o Gosh, i need some rest now. I will blog tomorrow if I am free or not lazy. I will try ^^

PS: I've already deleted my tagboard. I'm tired of peoples' comments already ^^

2010-12-08T18:55:00.002+08:00

I miss my boyfriend already, even though we've already met yesterday. Next week okay, bay?
And my best friend, Adelia is going to Phuket in 2 days' time. I'm gonna miss her so much. Don't forget to buy me stuffs from there k? HAHA *muke taktau malu*

2010-11-29T23:10:00.001+08:00

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goodbyeeeeeeh (:

say 'fleaaaaaaaaaaaaa!'

2010-11-18T12:25:00.002+08:00

Okey, this is last Saturday.
There's flea market @ Singapore Flyer area.
Bought my sleeveless tie-dyed & guitar pick ring.
There's flea market @ haji lane on the 27th & 28th.
I'm gonna go there on the 27th with the usuals. & After that sheeshaa pleaseeeee ^^

Later on, im going Royal Scotts. Carousel laaaaah.
Only my aunty, aunty-in-law, mummy & myself.
A treat for me for having great results for EOY.

Pictures of carousel later okey? Bye bye people. Nak bath :)

♥ I miss my hunney already

2010-11-10T21:53:00.003+08:00

So I had fun when i catch a movie called Megamind with my boy yesterday. MEGAMIND WAS SUPER FUNNY! You guys should watch it. Hehehe. I had fun with my boy sooo much that day. You know, i know sahaje laaaah ^^

Today, i just stayed at home all day. Okay wait! I went to the gym. I'm gonna stay fit & healthy this holiidays. Yay yay :) Hope my tummy will be kempes soon. Insyallah.

Okay sorry for the random post. I'm just bored that''s why. Hahahaha,
BYEBYE people ♥

muke mintak kene sepak je kan! hahaha

2010-11-08T17:45:00.004+08:00

Okay haaaaaaaai , i'm sorry but i'm not active in blogging but in facebook & twitter , I DO ^^

Tomorrow megamind with hunney ~
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY, like atlast.. mau lepaskan rindu rindu ku (:

happy halloween !

2010-10-31T12:27:00.004+08:00

Hello my dear readers (even if your not tagging me -,-) ,
I had alot of fun with my lovely cousin shashaNordin yesterday. Before i proceed, i would like to say that my overall conduct in Dunman Secondary school was excellent, which was stated in my report book. I'm 2nd in class while my NA standard level position? 10th in standard! Yeaaaaah, doaku dikabulkan, Alhamdulillah. I know i can do better next year. 1st in class for MYE? I set my targets.

Anyway, like I said i met Shasha yesterday. We went to town to catch a movie ' Paranormal Activity 2 ' . The movie was quite scary but the ending, can go suck cock!! Erghhhh, i expect more scary and gore ending. Hehehe, oh btw it's NC16 but i get to watch. To those who would want to watch an NC16 movie, go to Orchard Cineleisure k? They never check IC.

Before the movie we walked and walked around Cineleisure and to Scape. Alot of fake ghost around town, scary -.- There's the Nightmare on Elm Street killer.. Super ugly, unfriendly-looking clown with bloods dripping on their fcuking ugly faces, and many more!!!!

After the movie, we head down to eat at Far East. The nasi ayam, POWER! hahahaha. While eating, me & shasha laughed about _________. HAHAHAHA. Ayam melayang abeh muke step cool. Hahahaha.

How I wish I can hang out with you longer eh, Nordin? Hehehe, insyallah if i an free i'll follow you go highlight hair k baby? OK, it's the end of my post. For more photos, go to my Facebook.

Takecare.

read this & think about it

2010-10-29T18:09:00.002+08:00

Found this at Att Kelmari's blog.
To all boys (including my bf), please read this.
Treasure your girlfriends.

boyfriend: "I broke up with her."

his bestfriend: "Why? What happened?"

boyfriend: "She's just too much for me."

His bestfriend: "What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?"

Your lovely boyfriend: "Well, for one... She only cared about her appearance. Forever want to look good only. So insecure!"

His bestfriend: "So, you broke her heart because she wanted your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see her as the prettiest girl and not otherwise? I see..."

boyfriend: "Owh well... She always call me or text me asking where I am, who am I with, telling me not to smoke, drink, club. So clingy!"

His bestfriend: "So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well-being? Because she cares a lot about you? And her greatest fear is losing you? Owh, I see..."

boyfriend: "But! UUUH! She's always crying whenever I say something slightly mean. She can't handle anything. She's a crybaby!"

His bestfriend: "So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say that you love her? Owh, I see..."

boyfriend: "I... Well! You know, she gets jealous easily! I can hardly talk to any other girls! She's soooooo annoying!"

His bestfriend: "So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves to love her even more. I see..."

boyfriend: "Well, I..."

His bestfriend: "You broke up with her because she's good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She's heartbroken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?"

boyfriend: "I broke her heart... Because I couldn't see what's happening... WHAT happened to me???"

His bestfriend: "You've lost the girl who loves you like no one else could. You see? You didn't want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT's what happened."

spankin'

2010-10-28T21:03:00.004+08:00

Currently, my classmates are facebook chatting all at once. Like 7 people in one facebook conversation ? And they all were talking bout DICK-SUCKING?!?!?!?! Not only that, they're talking bout paul the octupus and other bullshxtty stuffs. Like wtfffff, takpe. Layankan -.-

I never went to school today, like hooraaaay for me!!! Wanna know why?! Cause i got body cramps. That's because yesterday, the sec 3 cohort had inter-class competition. The guys played soccer & the girls played tcoukball. I had fun but other classes kept on complaining about the unfairness of the game and all those stuffs. Like as if, this game will be noted down inside the report book -.-' C'mon , we played for the fun of it !!!! So please, stop complaining and go study for your O level next year ! :)

Tomorrow, is dooms day for me! k waittt, for all of the sec 3 cohort in Dunman Secondary. Why??? Tomorrow is Meet The Parent Session. I'm not that nervous for myself but I'm nervous for my classmates. Heard that 13 of my classmates were supposed to retain. But i don't know. Heard all retain but at the same time, i heard that most of them got advanced to 4NA and 2 or 3 kena retained. I hope that all of us will be in the same class, which is 4G :)

Can u believe it?!?!?! I typed soooo long. Quite crappy, sorry =/
OKay, feeling cranky lanky now. Baby, text me. Am missing u sugarbunny =D

i whip my hair back & forth

2010-10-23T15:53:00.003+08:00

Hehehehe :)

Hello readers lovessss~

i'm happy with my life right now. I got my gurls by my side, my bf and family. As for my results? I PASS ALL OF MY SUBJECTS!!!! ALHAMDULILLAH. I am soooo hoping that I could get the top 10 placing for NA standard, insyallah.

i've been watching horror movies at Star Movies. Tomorrow will be watching Mantra at aten's house after Teensalive.. Next week, horror movie marathon with my girls at my house. Alot of plans coming up and i so cannot waitttt !!!!

K guys, i'm going chalet later on. Gonna meet my lovely cousin, shashaNordin there. OHMY, MISS HERRRR !!!!! hehehe, gotta get readcy now. dadasss~

game merepek tetap gerek

2010-10-21T21:18:00.006+08:00

videos taken while we're in school.
im sorry macam low quality siket uh video2 nieeeee.
tapi i had fun. Maybe to korang quite lame but its kinda funny uh.
HAHAHAHAHA!
kite maen game budak2, hehehehe ^^
cute right, we know we know.
PS: we are crazy people..

happy 2nd year anniversary ^^

2010-10-20T20:40:00.003+08:00

Today marks our 2nd year anniversary, 20 October 2010. I luvvv the date! ^^ I still remember when i went to Pasir Ris park with my girls, i saw you at the waterbreaker with ur friends and two girls. You asked one of the girls to asked my number. That time i was single. And why don't i give it a try right? So i gave it to him, and thats were we started to know each other. Contacting each other, meet every single time.

Both of us were so shy towards each other last time. But now? Dah irritating abes kite due-due xD i still remember us celebrating our 1st year together. Pat mane? Marina kan? Ahhh yeah, marina.. Such good momentsssss. Thanks for showing your love and care towards me. I'm happy that all this while you're so faithful to me whereas i keep on thinking negative about you and your whereabouts.

I love you with all my heart. Never once have I crossed my mind to leave you because i know, that your the only guy i need. The only guy I love. The only guy I care. The only guy I trust. I know you will not betray me because i know your not the kind of guy.

My life changed when you entered my life. It's like.... from me being such an emotional & lonely girl to a lively girl and that's all because of you :)

I love you, Rohaizat Rakib :)

true

2010-10-17T14:05:00.005+08:00

"There’s only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can’t handle the dissapointment anymore. When things change, people change. It doesnt mean you forgot the past, it simply means you’ve tried to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means accepting things that weren’t meant to be. There’s a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up. You got to do what’s right for you even if it hurts. I’ve come to realise that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they would never become."

hello town! long time no step foot on ya. HAHA ^^

2010-10-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

went to town with adelia justnoww. awww, she made my day! and i am her fashion adviser ^^ cheychey! hahahahaha~ she bought new clothes, i bought my all time fav dress at sheer romance and baby's anniversary present. ordered 'something' for anniversary also. gna collect it on tuesday. overall, i had fun! and now, me leg is in pain. i is tired. goodnight ... :DDD

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK! ^^

2010-10-14T16:11:00.003+08:00

recent photos when im out to study. sorry for MIA-ing. Exams mahhhh !
2 more papers to go and i am FUH-REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!! :D
tomorrow gonna go towning with my one & only addybaybee
to shop and buy anniversary stuffsssssss which is likeeee, on 20OCT!!!!
arghhhhh, i is excitedddddd ~ heee ^^

yok rayaaaaa

2010-09-25T19:52:00.003+08:00

ALL THIS PHOTOS ARE FROM AMIRA'S CAMERA

We love each other & it has been 6 years girls.

Bile mau buat outing sesame lagi?

2010-09-24T21:05:00.002+08:00

Baby I hope ur reading this....
I want you to follow me when i went out. I want you to call me back when we hung up. I want you to find a way to contact me when ur prepaid is low. I want you to hug me when i punch you. I want you to kiss me when i argue. I want you to say " i'm sorry " and tells me that you need me in your life. I'm missing you. Exams are coming and i have to concentrate on my studies. You prepaid is currently low.. I have to wait =( Next month, our 2nd anniversary. I would like to make 2oth the happiest & special day of our life. I don't care if you don't give me gifts or anything. I need ur sincerity in this love, hunney. You know i'll always love you no matter what we fight on. I know we can make this relationship as strong as ever. I love you, Rohaizat <3

Selamat hari raya!!!

2010-09-24T18:57:00.002+08:00

raya outing with primary schoolmates + baby
Ain't gna go raya outing with baby's friends. Baby said no need go then tkya .
lagiipun, i got exam in two weeks time, gotta prepare.

Anyway not gna update for a long time due to exam . Miss me ! =)
Btw tadie ain watched " LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN "
I tot cerite hantu but wen i watched it, I CRIED 2 TIMES.
It's actually a love story... It's seriously touching.
Please please please watch it, u will never regret =)

PS: MORE GAMBAR RAYE IS IN MY FB.

3F & 3G

2010-09-19T18:32:00.007+08:00

Friday went raya outing with the sec3NA mates. It was sooooo kecoh and i love it !
had a small fight because of a small matter with baby & thnks to them, they cheered me up with their endless jokes & laughters. I love you guys ! <3 So, tmr is my 23rd anniversary with baby. I guess i just gotta make the first move. Because why? Because i care :')
Next jalan raya which is on Tuesday, with ex-jyps..
So here are last Friday's pictures. More pictures in FACEBOOK!

selamat hari raya

2010-09-14T13:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys, i'm in school computer lab now. I've been super busy and that's why its quite hard to update my blog. Since I've finished my cvoursework and the rest were doing, i can do anything i want. So i decided to blog :)

Hari Raya Has been so great for me! I've collected alot of $$$ altready. Hurraaaay!!! Hehe ^^ This friday, will be going jalan raye dan bertawaf rumah ke rumah with my fellow Sec3NA mates. I just can't wait to be an angel on that day. HAHAHA~ Then next week will be going with my primary school friends and maybe with baby's friends... Woohoooooo, just hope everythg will turn out fine when i go jalanrayer with them..

I'm gonna upload some pictures here. But I have over hundred of hari raya pictures at my facebook. So do check it out ! http://facebook.com/ainnelmo

1st day - dark blue
2nd day- light blue
3rd day - black

2010-09-10T14:19:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin =)

2010-09-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

It was sucha coincidence. I'm so gonna tell you guysssss ! So here it goesss..

I bought my makeups and lens for Raya at Tampines justnow. My mom want to go Geylang after that cause she wanna buy gelang and scarf fr herself and also foods for breaking our fast. While heading to the interchange untok naek bus 67, there's alotaloalot of guys at the bus 31 queue. I was texting so i don't really saw any guys i knew.
Then, my mom asked, " Ain, tu kawan kau kan? "
Me : " Huh? Mane?! " Then i looked at the ITE guys. And i don't even recognise any of them...
Mom: " bukan kat tepi! Dekat depan kite ni tengah naek bus67. "
then some guys were shouting at the guy boarding the bus. And to my freaking supadupa surprise, IT WAS MY CUTE BOIPREEEEEEN WHO HAVEN'T TEXT ME FOR A WEEK DUE TO LOW PREPAID !!!!!!!!!!!!! I was speechless. My mom smiled at me and said i cheeky ._.

then, me & momma also boarded the same bus. Baby sat at the very back. He was trying to look at me and he waved sooooo happily mcm tak pernah nampak aku satu tahon gitu. Ain pun sameeerrrrr!!! xD

Then, mummy asked, " ainn, kau nak dudok blkg dngn kawan kau eh?"
Me: " Boley tak ibu? *Cheeky face* "
Mom: ah pergi-pergi lah.

And i talked with my baby. I don't really talked much cos im still speechless cos we COINCIDENTLY met in the freaking bus! Sorry baby.... But im happy that baby soooooo happy to meet me. He talk like there's no tomorrow. Kacau-kacau meeee. Awhhhhh, i so love you baby! I nak terserempak w u lagiii. My heart skip abit sia baby. PLSSSSSSSSSSS TOP UP FASTER...

Cos babygirl is missing you sooooo.

Okay, this post is all about justnw... HAHAHAHA OHMYGUCCI! im sooooo happy.
but after that, emo back. miss him. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

since i have the time...

2010-09-04T16:52:00.002+08:00

Since i have the time, i will post about alot of stuffsssss..
anyway, i was supposed to clean up ma room today but i procrastinated.
urghhh, whathefookssss~ still got tomorrow!!! =ppp
Okay, pictures UP!

So, this is during....ermmm. oh yeah WEDNESDAY, 1 september.
Met up with adelia and syahirah as they wanna netball stuffs at TM.
then , we proceed to afghan to get our eyebrows done.
And hellyeah, it's my first every time tauuuu thread and to me tak saket langsong =p
Untok sesape yg terase, i thread is not because i have NO originality.
But it's soooo not wrong to try something new right? (:
Then gwent downtown BBQ chicken to break fast thr with adelia.
For more pictures, just go to my facebook.
http://facebook.com/ainnelmo

ANNUAL CROSS COUNTRY 2010

So, i went for it eventhoooo i don wan to =.=
But I RAN. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?
But i got 39th placing, kirekan ok lah tuh !
Aku step jeee iman kuat. check-check, batal puasa lepas tuh. HAHAHAHA ~
more photos at facebook.

the harajuku barbie

2010-09-04T14:17:00.002+08:00

Nicki Minaj is soooooooo ♥♥♥
So how? Change my name to ainnlewinsky? ;)
woohooo, nicki minaj is a muthafxckinggg monster *peace*

today = teacher's hell day

2010-08-31T20:05:00.002+08:00

went back Junyuan Primary school & we camwhored ALOT!
enjoy~

DAN TAKTAU NAK ROTATE GAMBAR DERRR ! -.-

FAIZ'S EPIC FACE -.-

i miss rhzt

2010-08-28T17:11:00.003+08:00

Sorry for being MIA -.-

Common test have started. Maths paper is a killer like serious shit =( but, i manage to do it. Alhamdulillah. Gotten back my Chemistry test paper. 2nd highest in my class, 20/25. Not bad huh? :D But haven't yet combined with physics. So i just hope Physics won't pull my combined science marks down down down ...

Two more papers to gooo~ POA & F&N, hope i can pass F&N for like the first time ever. Insyallah lah kan. So, ain is a busy girl now. Ain have started to study diligently cos i wanna get 1st in class. I will try my best.. Boifwennn is a busy busy man ~ he didn't text me and will start texting me next week. Don't know his busy with what. Maybe school? ughhh shutzsx, i got better things to do anyway but... I do miss him ~ Where the hell are you man? ='(

New makeups to buy fr raya, new nail polish, new heels, new bag.. New accesorries, new lenses ! ughhhh , pokai geee.
Kbye~ Won't be active.

watching step up in 3D tomorrow ~

2010-08-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

"You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you’re gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you."

i think i have found the boy who treats the way i deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with me ;D

clap ur hand to the beat this instant.

2010-08-21T16:23:00.001+08:00

Sorry for being MIA for awhile. I'm preparing myself for Common test this coming Wednesday. And i'm using the computer now is because i gotta do my F&N coursework. Since i have a lot of free time after this, i decided to update my blog =ppp

So, last two days & yesterday went geylang to find hari raya clothes. Today plan to go geylang was cancelled. Mummy say i should study today, that's an advantage =D get to eat my dengdeng & burger ramly yknw ! Sodaaap geee. Bought baju kurung modern that cost 90bucks, white overall and pink design. Thanks mummy ~ I'm gonna buy another baju kurung modern at that place again next week :D Tak sabar nak beli bajuu lagi !!!!

Hehe, watched YOG handball preliminary rounds yesterday. Denmark beat Australia. Russia beat Brazil. DENMARK PLAYERS(GIRLS) ARE HOT!!! I'm not a lesbian or anything but i really adore their hair (Y) Eventho their are perspiring like dorang baru abes mandi, their hair can still maintain siaaaa. :( Unfair right ?! And they are sooooo tall. Hehe. I should stay longer seyyy cos addy said when i left early, the boys team's turn to play. like WTFFFFF ~ baru nak eyecandy gitu kaaan. matsalleh gee, french guys *cair ~ hahaha, takpe takpe.. i have my boyfriend already, hottest guy ever :D

Speaking of boyfwennn ~ yesterday was our 22nd month anniversary. weee~ 2 more month baby then after that kite dah 2 tahoooon . *sobssobs* tears of joyy ~

Gotta go now *PEACE SIGN*

seriously, i had fun on that day. aweshome 7 Aug...

2010-08-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

2more hours to break fast. FASTER TIME, FASTER!
i'm gna break fast at nenek's house today.
Now, gonna upload clarke quay pictures & YOG opening ceremony grand rehersal on the same day.

people change, or do we?

2010-08-13T20:55:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating daily. I'm pretty tight with my life right now.

Sometimes life's a bitch, seriously. People change in a split second. Imagine that you have a great friend which sometimes, you don't like their attitude. End up, you confess to them what you feel but they don't understand. It's not that we hate them, it's stating the facts, right? It's really annoying when they always give a comback whenever you told them something. I mean, i know it's not wrong but LISTEN to what we have to say first.

Imagine you've shared alot of stuffs together and the next few days, we're not in talking terms anymore. We wanted to smile, but you look as if you don't give a damn. You have said before, without a friend you can still survive. Well, did you really mean it?

We just stating the fact and now you giving us cold shoulder? Why can't you listen to what we think about you and tell us how you feel and we can solve this problem? Why, you want us to make the first move? We ain't tryna' bring you down coz we hate you. No, we love you. Just that maybe, you got it all wrong. Since it's during fasting month now, no point would I want to get pissed off just because of a friend like you. I hope sooner or later, we could be friends back? Well, that's a big maybe. So long, friend.

sticky the gula gula, i like!

2010-08-07T10:54:00.002+08:00

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION IN SCHOOL
today's agenda;
head down to clarke quay to slack & buy STICKY
After that, go for YOG OPENING CEREMONY FULL-DRESS REHERSAL.
BUSY BUSY BUSY, KBYE!

youaremyuniverse

2010-08-05T21:04:00.005+08:00

Conferm-conferm eh, kalau baby piggyback i conferm i jatuh macam nangke busuk. HAHA! Bila nih baby nak kasi badan naek? Atleast look more fat than me lah. Hahaha~ But nevermind, i still luvvv him kalau dhie kurus ke gemok :D I rindu dhie panggel i name yg bukan-bukan eventho i don't like it =.= I rindu muka dhie yg ada banyak blackheads tu. HAHA! Next year baby dah go NS, maybe? AWWWW, i'm saaaaaaaaad~ Nevermind.. long way to go, ain ~ :')

Let me be the one who can take you from all the things you see and if you trust in me i can be that through anything you need. Dont you run from me baby. i'll give you every little piece of me Let me show you love can be easy if you just let it be. Nothing is promised but i believe if. If i give it everything, I 'll give you everything i've got. i'll wont stop until you get it right. all the trust, & all the love... you know we got alot baby. I trust you, i love you, i want you, i need you. baby i breath you, never leave you, life wouldn't be the same without you

till sec 5 we will bond.

2010-08-05T17:42:00.003+08:00

I love my crazy songsang classmates! 3G ~
went school library during EL lessons and this is what we did.
Talk2 and cushion fight. macam sial lah dorang serious.
Library sejuuuuk pun tetap ain perspire because of them. HAHAHA~
nihhh baru siket. Yang lain tak best sangat ahhh ~
So yeaaaah, more photos at Facebook :D

no smoking please.

2010-08-04T20:08:00.004+08:00

Hey hey! I'm an anti-smoker! hahaha. My past really haunts me, man. And that's why i quit smoking. Thanks to my aunt and parents for the encouragement. I knew i broke my promise to you two or three times but i ain't gonna do it again. Gotta endure it. Smoking is not cool eh people. Sape yg smoke tu tak cool. HUAK! Plssss, sesape takmu terase ye? ANWWWWWW, i went for a jog with my mama & lil bro justnow. YIPPEE! iam super duper happy cuz i get to lose some calories laaaah! Gonna go for a jog or exercise again with my mama tmr. Now, gonna study my maths.

EVERYDAY GOT TEST, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?! :'(

Happy 37th birthday, mummy dearest!

2010-07-31T21:46:00.003+08:00

We went Seoul Garden @ Tampines Mall. Ate too much till i wanna vomit it all out. But overall, i had fun eating. Abis perot boncit maha boncit ! Hahaha. Oh and tomorrow......
I CANNOT WAIT!!! GOING WILD WILD WET WITH MY CLASSMATES(SONGSANGS)
Ok now, gonna continue reading my book. ByeBye!

books books BOOOOKSSSS!!

2010-07-30T19:46:00.005+08:00

I'm bored. I'm gonna put my negative thoughts away for awhile. Since i'm bored, let me talk about the books that i've been reading :pp Don't think I don't read books k? Thanks to adelia and her books, i may somehow have the hobby to read :D And I love it! Hope my English will improve by this Common Test. So yeaaaah, I've been reading the house of night novels. Let me put up the pictures.

Uh huh, all these books were continuous. I've read it all 7 books already. Yiipee!! While waiting for the 8th book " Awakened" to be released, I'm reading this book:

And again, this was Adelia's. I've watched the movie. i'm now gonna read it while munching on sour gummy bears and cry in the middle of the night. Hehehe~

Where are you?

desires

2010-07-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

Today, school sucks. Bored. IDK, cannot explain. bye

i can't seem to watch our love disappear...

2010-07-28T21:29:00.001+08:00

..... SPEECHLESS ....

to hold on or let go?

2010-07-28T18:51:00.004+08:00

This week have been hard for me :(

Thanks to Adelia, Nana and my Songsang gwurls for cheering me up today. And fortunately, they make me laugh after me being so sentimental in class. I love you guys! I will count on you guys anytime. :')

LEAVE ME ALONE, like how you leave me yesterday.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID TO YOU .
Am i in the wrong? Sampai you tinggalkan i gitu macam?
You suka kalau i buat kat you gitu?
You did this to me TWICE. remember it luvvv, TWICE.
ALL I FCUKING UPSET IS THAT YOU LEAVE ME.
YOU DON'T FREAKING GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY FCUKING FEELINGS.
I thought you would find me, but i was wrong
I THOUGHT YOU CARE ABOUT ME.
Why? Too much WHY(S) whirling around my mind.
PS: If i were to pierce any part of my face, I WON'T! Cause i made a promise to you and that promise won't be broken. Why can't you freaking trust me?

DON'T COME AND GO, LIKE ALL THE OTHERS. :'(

F&N COURSEWORK

2010-07-27T12:54:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.

I'm currently at school's computer lab having my F&N lessons. I'm finishing up my recipe analyser for my F&N coursework. I'll be having practical exam next week. Will be making pasta with pesto sauce and for my dessert is caramel apples with strawberries inside. :D I know right, sounds so deliciouso! Tengok ah sape masak nanti. Sesape mau try, bilang ain k? Ain buat lebih just for you. CHEY!

Today school was mundane. i didn't went for recess cause i brought along bread with skippy peanut butter & grape to school. I'm saving up kechingggzzz, people! I stayed in my classroom alone, eating and reading my book till Sya songsang and fatima came back to class. Serious Sya macam songsang. Okay wait, MEMANG SONGSANG PON! hahahaha. That part was fcuking funny ~ hahahaha..

Opps, i gotta stop now and finish my coursework.
Bye for now. MUACKS!

When i was a geisha, he was my samurai.

2010-07-24T18:00:00.003+08:00

hey luvvvs.

As per normal, my Saturdays are always mundane. woke up late afternoon, hehe ^^ Saturdays are the only days I could wake up late. Woke up, bathed, ate & watched tv. Hahaha, after that played 'call of duty' with adek at xbox 360. Main macam budak giler sampai terpekik-terpekau pat rumah. HAHA.

When adek went for madrasah, ibu ajak me go eat murtabak at zamzam arab street. Ain dah lama tak makan pat sana. So, followed mummy & ate Murtabak. murtabak power dwehhh~ * Girls, kite g makan murtabak zamzam one day together-gether k?! Farah belanja, dhie sudah janji berapa bnyk kali entah. HAHA!

So, we went home straight... Tomorrow i nak ibu ikot ain beli my ripped shorts and gotta go pen shopping. i kept procrastinate, thought of going pen shopping yesterday but my butt can't seem to get up =] Anyway, baby dah top-up!!!! OMG, happy sesangaaaaaaaat! sampai tak terkata! hahahaha. Sayang youuuuuuu. Ok dah.

I LOVE NICKI MINAJ, KBYE!

curly wurly to straight & silky

2010-07-22T19:38:00.001+08:00

Oke, last year's picture but still inlove with it! ^^
I'm going to rebond my hair soon. Wait till you see the new rebonded & silky hair of mine. Hehehehe~

no words could describe how much I love you

2010-07-22T16:06:00.002+08:00

This few days have been uneasy for me. I may look very cheerful. Ok wait, too cheerful to others but i don't feel the same way inside me. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of my period. Speaking of my period, I went home early from school yesterday because i had period cramps. It's like the worst period cramps ever in my whole life, seriously. I cried in class because i can't take the pain anymore. Thanks Dad for picking me up from school even though your busy outside :')

It's been nearly 4 days baby haven't contact me. Maybe that's one of the reasons why I'm moody? I really, really miss him. I try to focus on my studies but I simply kept thinking of him. I miss him so much, no words could describe how much I love you & I miss you. Please top-up your prepaid soon. Don't keep me waiting so long, alright?

That's about it, gotta self-study now.
Xoxo,

luv & misses

2010-07-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY, LUVVVV!~

USTAZ DAH KAHWIN SEYH!

2010-07-18T16:04:00.002+08:00

You guys will be wondering, AINN PAKAI TUNDUNG?!?!

Hahahaha, oh well... Today got teensalive & attended Ustaz wedding.
That's why i used scarf. Sekali sekala pakai tudung g majlis. Heh [=
Manis tak ainn pakai tudung? Manis kaaaaaaaaan! Say no? Go dieeee ~
Ainn happy sangat cos dapat makan nasi briyani! Hehehe
Ainn pun happy my ugama classmates are bonded together. Me lovey dovey.
Can't wait for next week's class, eventho ustaz won't be taking our class cuz g honeymoon..
Takpe ustaz Iwan Shah, enjoy okay? HAHAHA...

IGNORE PIMPLE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

i miss you

2010-07-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone you love them at the core… in good or bad times.

TGIF

2010-07-16T21:29:00.001+08:00

TGIF, people!
school as per normal =/
daddy bought new xbox 360 for adek cause next week is his birthday.
Kirekan birthday in advanceee presieee uh.
hehehe, eventho it's his.. kakak dhie pun maen. HUAK!
Ainn played 'Saw' just now at xbox 360.
You know the stupid scary-looking puppet or whatever shit it is that likes to play games with humans. At last, they died? Yup, ain played that. FUN GAME!
But I scared uh, suspence dhie SEMACAM peh seraaaaaaam.
macam chibay. hahahahaha! besok might go bugis with mummy.
To get my highwaisted button jeans. I can't wait!!!!
ohh, mummy gonna order pizza later. yeaaaaaaay! cepatan! me hungwyyyyy~

dangerously in love :(

2010-07-14T17:24:00.003+08:00

hey guys! ^^
Sorry for the hiatus. Been busy with schoolsxzs, schoolszxs, schoolszxs!
Chey! Actually not ah. I will always go home straight after school & slept till maghrib.
I know, very the piggy! But what to do? I'm tired :(
Life keeps getting better and at the same time, suckishhhhh ~
How uh? Haaaaaais. Yesterday met baby. I miss him already :(
Anyway, gonna upload sec3 camp that was like 5-6 months ago?!?!
But ain just got the pictures tday thru facebook. Gonna upload abit abit only k?

i miss doing that cute nosey thing with you :(

2010-07-10T23:42:00.001+08:00

PISSED, NO MOOD & PMS. WHAT ABOUT YOU, SUCKA?

PICTURES

2010-07-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday

Today
Study @ LJS / Lepak @Starbucks / EighteenChefs
Location: Eastpoint Mall, Simei

More pictures at FACEBOOK

i miss the moments when we're both alone and no one else :(

2010-07-04T13:17:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi !
Watched Eclipse with baby yesterday. Had so much fun eh, luvvv? ;)
Sooo paisey that i didn't brought enough money to watch the movie.
Movie tickets was 10bucks but i only brought 11bucks.
Cukop lah untok tengok wayang tapi tak cukop untok makan :(
No money to eat... Naseb babymashem blanje me movie tickets. Hee...
Semalam ada Cosfest @ D'Marquee. You know Cosplay? The anime bullshits all?
Yeaaaaaaah, alot of people wore wierd and ugly costumes. NYAHAH!
No pictures guys, sooooo sorry =.= hehehehe
Overall, i had fun with loveeee so much tau . hehe. Let's do it again! C:
♥ I loveeeee you so much, hun ♥

As for today, gotta do my IPW project with Addy, Syahirah and the rest.
That's all.

The rose speaks of love silently, in a language known only to the heart.

2010-07-03T09:23:00.003+08:00

goodmawning everyone!
i am going to watch Ecplise later on.
So yeaaaah, will post some pictures at night or smth.
That's about it =ppp
PS: view my tumblr. i'm active there.
http://love-bythestreets.tumblr.com

sa

2010-06-29T22:45:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO DO SOFT REBONDING.

COS I DON'T WANT MY HAIR TO BE LIKE A BROOM.

HAHAHAHA.

MANY PICTURE POST & WILL NOT BE ACTIVE

2010-06-27T20:37:00.004+08:00

this post gonna have alot alot alot alot of pictures horr.
all jumbled tugether.. not gonna be active soo much.
Due to the reopening of suckishhhhh school starting from..... TOMORROW! =,=
I gotta study my ass off starting from.... TOMORROW! =/
I wanna achieve good grades. Perhaps top 10 in standard?
Oh yeaaaaah, i can do it!!! :D

keep ur comments to urself. I know, betape masai dan tembam nye akuu. rabakk geee!!!
jumpe si jubz ni semalam night cos dah lama tak jumpe, eh you? HA!!!
tot i want to eat my mcspicy but i alweady full, cannot sumbat anymore food liao =/
Tapi baby treated me caramel frappe. akuu sukaaa!! Eventho he doesn't =ppp
Thanks ehhh babymashem?! I love you soooo much. cya tmr ;D

those pictures was taken justnow.
Got jemputan, blablabla ~

FOCUS ON ADELIA'S PIMPLOOOOOOEEEEIII !

FOCUS ON MY HUGEEYYY FCUKING DISGUSTING PIMPOOOLEIIIIII!!!!!!
OH YAAAA, BACE DOA SEBELUM MAKAN HOR SEMUA :DDDD

AKIBAT MAIN GAME TRADISIONAL SAMPAI JATOH PAT MUDDD. HAHAHA xD

NI SUMA ILLUMINATI SESAT !!!!! :D

MAU POST CAMNE ? VOGUE !

AINN TETAP INSANE! HAHAHAHAAHHAHA !!

ADELIA DAH MACAM FLYING WOMAN!

PUAS HATI DOHHHH ! HAHAHAHAHA!

Pay attention to Adelia, Farah and my face. Whoo~

TENGOK MUKA SUME ORANG!!! SATU-SATU SHOCKED BILE INSTRUCTOR SUDDENLY BUAT BACKFLIP. CBB!hahahahaha

AND, AGAINNNNN!

EHH, AIN SUKAAAAAAAAA !! hahahahaha

FIRST IN PLACE ! HAHAHAHA

INSTRUCTOR YG BOLEH TAHAN HOT. HAHAHAHA

You guys can see from our faces, especially mine -,- thatw e really do have fun at Ubin!!!
I wanna have another excursion like this.
Great places & friendly instructorrrrsssss.
HEHEHE. I love 3G hor ! :D

DAY FILLED WITH AWESHOMEEE THINGS WITH AWESHOMEEE PEOPLE

2010-06-24T20:02:00.003+08:00

Okay, this was yesterday.

Went to Ubin. First2, pikiran ain kan i tot its gonna be a boring day yknw. Abeh dah buat activities suma, IT WAS AWEEEESHOMEEE! not awesome, but AWEEEESHOMEEE! HAHAHAHA. I love 3G man!!!! We are the kecohrables for the day hor. Instructors suma kaki gerek!! Ada hot taaaaaaau ! ^^ k shutup ainnn. hehehe. Syahirah brought along her big black canon camera. Apelagi, CAMWHORE! There's over hundred pictures and syahirah haven't upload it all in Facebook. Baru stengah jalan si dektu. So guys, im gonna upload the pictures that she have alweady put. The rest of the pictures besok luse ain letak sini. Hehehe.

Lastly, I LOVEEEEE 3G! DUNMAN SEC 3 NA AWEEEEEESHOMEEEEEEE !!!! :D

class bbq on last tuesday

2010-06-24T19:53:00.003+08:00

Class Bbq was not bad afterall. Ate alot and blablabla.
Pretty dissapointing that most malay classmates can't attend
Maybe due to the early excursion we had the next day.
tot of tonning but gotta wake up at 5 the next day. =,=
Sog ot back home around 11. Here are the pictures on Class Bbq.
More photos with AddyBaybee, I WANT THEM BABE !!!!
UPLOAD PAT FACEBOOK CEPAT2! oh and, more photos in facebook.

i can't breathe, i can't sleep.

2010-06-21T22:52:00.006+08:00

here are some overdue pictures when i watched the last song with my two bbyG's
hmmmm. i'm currently missing my sugaaaaahluvvv :(
topup plsss baybeh ....... i tengah suffer ni. Baru satu hari tak text...
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaais. i miss youuuu
stay strong, ainn ...........................

FCUK YOU, I MISS YOU.

2010-06-21T22:20:00.004+08:00

Alot of things happened yesterday. It was Father's day. I would like to wish happy belated Father's day to all fathers out there, especially to my dad. I may hate you at times cos u scolded me for no reason -,- but just so yknw, i still love u daddy. Eventho the stuffs that u made me unhappy towards you, i will always love you no matter what :(

Besides it was Father's day yesterday, wak nain passed away. His my uncle from mother's side. He ranaway from home when his already a married man and also a father. He lived at JB for a few years. Last 2 years, he came back and all my uncles & aunties reunite. When the years pass, he passed away due to heart attack at JB. It was really a saddening day for us. People crying, trying to hold their tears. Other than that, im happy to meet all my cousins.

And the last thing that really make me upset is that babys prepaid is low. Uh-huh, very sad Dx Nobody gonna entertain me when i'm lonely. But it's okay. I'm gonna enjoy myselppp tomorrow at the pit. Drink drank drunk :D HAHA ! jk .. Pictures will do the talking k?

Oh, i just remember !!! yesterday night, we pick up wak siti & wak man from umrah.. Pictures coming in!

right on the dot, 20 months ♥

2010-06-20T00:00:00.004+08:00

Happy 20 months anniversary, boy.

Your the only one that has the key to my heart ♥
i miss you being in my arms. i miss you hugging me so tightly till you don't wanna let me go. i miss it when you hug me and whispered that you love me. i miss it when you hug me and whispered that you gonna miss me. i miss you kissing me so gently. i miss spending time with you alone. i miss us eating at Macdonalds. i miss you looking right thru my eyes. i miss the way you smile at me that makes me melts. i miss your sweet messages. i miss you holding my hand and swinging it. i miss it when i gotta tiptoe to kiss you while we're standing. i miss walking in the rain with you with or without the umbrella. i miss the lame jokes you make that will always brighten up my day. i miss your silly facial expressions. i miss us laughing like there's no tomorrow. i miss smacking your butt. i miss pinching your cheeks. i miss touching your nose. i miss punching your tummy. i miss you playing with my boncet tummy. i miss us doing nonsencical things together. Oh my, too much stuffs that I miss about you.

I JUST MISS YOU :'(
crying.....

ainn step mata big ah big. HAHAHAHA

2010-06-18T15:38:00.004+08:00

Yeaaaah, ain taaaaaaaau! ^^ I step only got big eyes. HAHAHAHA

So anyway, today aunty got do bbq at her condo again. Gonna go there later. Cannot wait to eat all the food. Suma ainn kebas! Pig kan? ainn taaaaaaaau! Hehehe. Oh btwwww! Ainn cannot waet on the 22nd. Got class pit on that day at East Coast. Get wasted? =)... Tot of spending my whole day thr but i just get to know from Adelia that we got setupid malay excursion to Pulau Ubin the next day. Spoil program je laaaaah! =.='

Ainn dah lama tak jumpa babybachen ako nie ♥ sodei bulu =( 2 more days to our 20th month anniversary. I cnt waet. He owe me 1 caramel frappe from Starbuckkks btwwww!!! Hehehe. I ♥ my cheeky-boyyyy ! meet up soon when i can. :D

Don't fall for someone who gives you pretty words and false hopes.

2010-06-16T19:56:00.003+08:00

Port Dickson was damn fun!

I love the 5-star hotel that we stayed in. Its called Thistle Hotel.
I've took 200 over pictures. All of the pictures are on Facebook.
So, please and go check it out. Takecare <3>

I'm gonna' cherish every moment cuz it only happens once once in a lifetime

2010-06-12T18:13:00.003+08:00

I'M GOING PORT DICKSON TOMORROW MAWNING TILL TUESDAY.
MISS ME, OKAY SWEETIES?! ~ ;DDD

i loved you once, i love you still, always have, always will.

2010-06-12T17:58:00.004+08:00

" To be able to have someone willing to sacrifice their life for you, you need to cherish each other well. "

sugarluvvv, i've been missing you day and night. :(

If you can’t accept me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best.

2010-06-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

( This is what happens when i'm bored when i just got home from going out justnow. Nyeheh! )

Anyway, hello guys!
Ainn went to watch ' Karate Kid ' with Adelia & Nana. Firstly, Nana was supposed to go with her mom but i don't know why, so change of plans. Hehe. Met up in the afternoon and bought the tickets at Golden Village Tampines.

After we got our tickets, we decided to SMUGGLE foods into the cinema. Ni part kekek gila! Me & adelia bought Mcspicy meals, UPSIZE PULA TU! Nana bought double cheeseburger meal. Since me & nana brought along big bag, we put the foods in our bag. Memang kite taktau malu. Tapi what to doo! We never eat breakfast, hungwy yknow! HAHA. Abe masok cinema, teros attack makanan. I was shy to eat at first. Then nana forced me to eat. HAHA. You know how big is Mcspicy burger, right? Dengan dhie peh sayur-sayur suma! Hahaha. That was shiok laaaaah. Oh and! KARATE KID WAS DAMN AWESOME & JADEN SMITH WAS SO CUTE!!! ^^

After the movieeeeee, we ate at Frolicks <3 and went home. Wheeeeee ! After taking an hour rest, i got ready to go to the gym and workout. Nana said i'm skinny which was fake -.- only my babats & tummy yg fatt. HAHA.

Kay peepol, gotta text my baby now. Have a good day tomorrow.
Adios ~

when i care, i love

2010-06-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

Oh yesssss, everything has been settled. I am soo glad.

I'm glad you've read my blog to what I have to said to you. I'm glad that you realised that your in the wrong. I don't want this to repeat again. I've also realised my mistakes and i'm sorry. I love you soooo much. Despite the fight we had, i will still love and care for you. Arguements are just part of the relationship. When i ask to much questions, that means i care. When i care, i love you. I'm happy that we get to settle this arguement in a good manner. Hehe. I love you sooo much, bie! ^^ I hope i'll be meeting u soon. I don't want you to be like this again, pleasseeeee

Ainn & Izat will always stay strong tugethaaaa, foreveeer. WHEE! ^^

evil tummy i have

2010-06-02T16:47:00.001+08:00

See that photo?
I look chubby, boncet and FAT!
In few min's time, i'm gonna go to the gym.
Thrice a week? Insya-allah.
BURN THOSE FAT TUMMY, BABY!!!

my shrek

2010-05-31T23:12:00.002+08:00

hello guys! ^^

As i've said at the earlier post, i went out with baby tadiee. I have a date! HAHA. Kite g tengok Shrek 3. Tak tengok 3D punya sebab ain no $$$. So anyway, met baby at around 12 and we proceed to downtown and bought the tickets. Buy snacks and drinks at 7eleven since its cheaper. Ainn smuggle junkfoods into the cinema. HAHAHA ^^ laughed here, laughed there, laughed everywhere!! Since its a cartoon movie, there's alot of little kids in the cinema theater. Some were babies and they cried out loud. They're cute but irrits sia baby disturbing you watching a movie. nyeheh!

Then after the movie, we ate at Macdonalds. Pastu g McCafe cos baby dah janji nak bo me chocolate cakeeee. Ainn jumped up and down side to side seiii tadi! Cheyyyy, abeh cayee? Bwueks! :P After that, slacked at pasir ris park as per usual. It's a great day, indeed! Nak gambar?! HERE YOU GO! More on Facebook ;)

Goodnights,

she sings better than justin. nyeheh!

2010-05-30T16:01:00.001+08:00

Dear Sunday, why must you be oh-so-boring?!

2010-05-30T14:23:00.005+08:00

Dear Sunday, why must you be oh-so-boring?

I'm dying out of boredom now. I cannot wait to go to my aunt's condo later on.
I hope by 5 the sun will not be that scorching, because i wanna swim! xD
Tomorrow, i might be having a date with my biee.
He promised to buy for me chocolate cake, yay! Ainn tak sabar :)
And i hope tomorrow's plans jadi eh biee?
i dah check cathay website tadie.
Masei ade shrek 3D ! Must tengok besoooook tauuuuuuuu. WEE!
Hehehehe. Anyway, i took pictures w my bro using the webby.
More pictures are in the laptop.
But ohwell, im simply lazy to upload all... nyeheh !
Goodbye for now(:

PS: AS YOU CAN SEEEE, MY FACE BLACK LIKE CHIBAY KAN? NI SUMA GARA-GARA SPORTS DAY LAST THURSDAY :(

last thursday's pictures

2010-05-29T15:45:00.007+08:00

SPORTS FIESTA 2010

hey guys. Last thursday there's sports day for my school. It was thaaa booms, i tell ya.
Let the pictures do the talking yeaaaaaaaaah?
and my class won the OVERALL SPORTS CLASS for sec 3 cohort.
ohh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, i'm loving you so much 3G !!!
Cannot wait for our class bbq pit. I'm gonna be black-er than before i tell ya. =.=

2010-05-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

2nd in class position
11th in level position

With hardwork, we can do anything :D

I’m proud of what I am and who I am, and I’m just going to be myself.

2010-05-26T20:14:00.001+08:00

i’ve learnt to like myself. i dont think im ugly. i dont hate myself. sometimes i think people underestimate me. sometimes i think people dont give me enough credit for who i am.

Today is a one hell of a day.
FUCK TODAY, I HOPE FOR A BETTER TOMORROW.
PLEASE & THANK YOU.

hepi bdae daddy

2010-05-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

went MadJack to celebrate dad's birthday justnow.
Going Swensens to have our dessert later.
Tomorrow, will be going to Syaffy's pit with
beybeh, inaHotrascal, yusof, faiz and Faizal mok.
Gdbyeeeeeeeeeee ~

19th months and pictures

2010-05-21T18:45:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was our 1 year and 7 month anniversary, my dear.

Let me have this opportunity to thank you for believing in this relationship that we've gone through. All the shits & goods we experienced, we still stand tugetha, as strong as always. You will always be the ideal guy for me. Your the first guy that really blew me away by your kindness, love, care and faithfulness. It's damn hard to find a guy like youu. After all those shitszxs that I have with my exs, finally i've found the perfect guy for me. I will always love you till eternity. We still have a long journey ahead but i will make sure that this relationship will be as strong as ever. Trust me, baby.. Your the only one I haveeeee. I Love You. 20 October 2008 will always be in my heart and soul.

Just now pictures in school!

Men always want to be a woman’s first love. Women like to be a man's last romance.

2010-05-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was damn fun!

I'm vely happy that I get to go out with 2 of my lovely girls, Nana & Adelia.
We watched The Last Song tugethaaaaaa.
Watched tugetha, cried tugethaaaa. Sweet kan kte? ^^
So, met them at E!hub. Bought the 3pm timing punyaaa tickets.
Saw alot of peepols thereeee. Banyak yg ku kenal, hehehe
After buying those tickets, we ate at Macdonalds. Macam biasa, ain attack McSpicy!
But i never finished it. My eating habits changed. I don't know why :')

Slacked at E!hub Explorer Kids sana. Camwhore alotalot!
Will upload the pictures tmrrr k? ^^
So, masuk cinema 10mins earlier. BLA BLA BLA BLA ~
Cerite touching nak mampos. I forgot to bring tissues, pandai betol ako!
You guys should watched, meleleh nanti airmata :') HAHA!

After the movieeee, we slacked at Pasir Ris Park as usual kanssss.
Talked, Talked, Talked & offf home sweet homee (:

I love my girls vely much, Karate Kid & sheesha next kkk?
xoxo ,

ly

2010-05-16T17:50:00.001+08:00

Yknw whuuuuuuuut Baby?!
I MISS YOU!

There's alot of people there. But i felt so alone with you. I felt that we're the only ones there. You make me feel special. We sat on a bench infront of the beautiful scenery at night. We've never been like this before. I lay on ur shoulder, you hug me tight. I felt so safe around your arms. We talked about alot of stuffs. I was so happy that I get to be with you alone. We laughed, we talked and we poke each other's hip. Hahaha. I will never forget about our sweet moments, Baby. I hug you as tightly as possible. I don't want to let go. You kissed me at the lips, i feel that your the one for me. You said your gonna miss me. You know what Baby? I miss you too. When you said that, I kept thinking about us, our future. Baby, I don't want this to end. Let's make it happen :)

bored

2010-05-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

marina barrage

2010-05-15T14:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was BOOOOMSZXSZ man! Hahahaha..

So after my F&N paper, Adelia & myselpp went to her house straightaway. I helped her to straighten her hair, use for her makeup and blow-dry her hair. I made her pretty for the day. HAHA! After getting ready, waited for DanialGonzales at Adelia's void-deck. Atlast, dhie smp. Hotstuff eh dhie, Adelia? HAHAHAHA! Datuk ako lebih hot. PEHPUKS lah, orang suro bboal, senyap2 aje dhie.. Apa tak mendaaaaaaaak.

So after meeting him. Took bus 81 and stopped at TPJC then took bus 293 to ma crib. I got an hour to get ready. Because of that, i forgot to bring my shades, necklace and to hantar alek rented cds. Baby gotta wait for like 15minutes, i guess? Hahahaha. Then went to inter with Adelia, baby & myselppp. Waited for them like half an hour. So, semua dah datang. Baby beli 4 botol air besar. Pandai-pandai lah dorang angkat. Hehehe

Train-ed to Marina Bay. Haziq & Bahrullah forget to buy cups, so they stopped at Bedok to go SKP to buy paper cups and tissues. So, kite dah sampai Marina Bay kan. Teros we find the bustop to take the shuttle bus. We enjoy the ride two times, eh korang?!?! HAHAHAHA. Bila kita sampai, Haziq & Bahrullah dah sampai. Inilah orang lelaki yg naik taxi!!! Tak fair, kan? :')

So, wait for whuuuut right?! We straightaway eat laaaah. Mum cooked macaroni pedas for us and all of them said that it's delicious-y! Thank you, hehehehe . After that they played kite. Ain just sit thr with baby, adelia and the rest yg tak main kite lah. camwhoreeeee, camwhoreeee!!! Then, they wanna play with the water. I stayed with Adelia & baby since adelia's hand cannot kena water. Then we talk3.....

Pastu, rain cats&dogs!!! Lucky us that we have an extra helping hand from Azlinah.. Nak angkat barang2 makanan dengan bag-bag dorang peh lah menyusahkan! Tapi kite kan baik, tu sebab tolong. HAHA! Then we went to a sheltered place and continued taking pictures.

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA !!!!!!!!!!

Bahrullah *proposed* to Fatima. This one cannot tell, secret :') Makes me cry sia korang, haishhh. Me & baby go home first cause dah malam and i got curfew. Around 8.30 we went off. Nak tunggu bus peh lah lama. Sambil menunggu, ambil gambar banyak-banyak tau kite. hehehe.. Boarded 402 to Marina Bay Stn. Kite peh nak g Marina Bay Stn blei terlajak samapai ke TANJONG PAGAR! Tanjpng Pagar eh peepols!!! Terpaksa me & baby jalan cari bus laen. Then naseb ain mata tak rabun malam-malam. From far, i can see this MRT stn. It's Tanjong Pagar mrt stn. Apelagi, naik JOM! hahahaha. Lucky me that the mrt ride was not that long. And home sweet home at 10plus.

I was happy that i get to see the sunsets with my friends and baby. I was happy that i get to talk with baby infront of the beautiful scenery. I enjoyed the day we had, guys. Let's plan another outing. Luvv ya! xoxo,

2010-05-13T15:45:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna get ready at 5 to go to Adelia's crib to have dinner with her family at Tiffany's
Before that, i'm gonna go cotton on to shop some stuffs for tomorrow's outing.
Going Marina Barrage w my malay classmates, including Adelia.
Baby gonna tag along. And i hope we have so much fun tmrrrr !
WEEEEEEEEEE ~

alot alot alot of pictures

2010-05-08T19:33:00.007+08:00

i'm gonna be active now.
eventhooooo MYE belum abes.
hahaha. tolong eh, tag me . kering blog, tagboard pon sama2 kering!!!
Have alotalot pictures to upload! But too bad, blogger sucks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAZIQ !

2010-04-28T10:03:00.002+08:00

will be active once MYE's over.

will be active at:

love-bythestreets.tumblr.com

happy happy

2010-04-22T16:27:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday to me, which is on 15 april...

happy 18th months ( 1 year & 6th months ) to us, babyloveeee..

2010-04-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

2010-04-12T23:48:00.000+08:00